i made a mistake
and now i wait
wonder
worry
hide myself as i am overcome by
shame
doubt
blame
guilt
fear that this will be the
final straw
last chance
make-it-or-break-it-oh-no-i-broke-it moment that will leave me
alone
rejected
broken
cast aside on the junk pile of my failures
and instead i then encounter
forgiveness
grace
love that left behind conditions and let me fall but caught me as i stumbled
always love
-Eva-Elizabeth Chisholm is the service-team leader at 6th Street House in Arlington. You can follow her blog at evachisholm.wordpress.com.